I don't wait to hate this summer, next summer, or any other season. It's starting to heat up and already I'm uncomfortable. I can't wear short sleves or shorts/dresses. I love the beach but I won't be comfortable. And If I'm not comfortable then I won't have fun.
I want to have kids, and in order to have kids, I first need a house. I have a partner, if all goes well he'll be the father. Back to the main point, I need to buy a house first, and to buy a house I need to save. Another goal I am to start to acheive this week.
These are both two big goals, two big goals that I have wanted to acheive for ever, and that I've been to lazy to start. I don't know how many times I can try and give in to temptation. I don't know how much longer my partner will put up with my lazy ways.
However this times feels different. I feel that I have to do this now rather than being forced. This piuts me in a much better mood. Fingers crossed for tomorrow, the start of a new me, the start of a new life I want :)
